Can I just be real?
I have been rounding that corner again. It has been so familiar to when I passed through that excitement and awe stage with Keegan into a very lonely season which I am pretty sure was hormones. Again, I think I am entering into it again. I keep clinging to the hope that God gives and fight the despair that wants to creep into my soul everyday. I feel myself pulling away from people and not wanting to be engaged. Exhaustion wants to steal every ounce of joy away from me and the walls of my house want to inch closer and closer.
This time I am going to do what it takes to prove that my God is bigger than any malicious thought that Satan tries to plant in my spirit. I will believe. The enemy will not win and I am pretty sure that there will be a major battle and God will not wave the white flag but come out victorious...as always.....
I just felt like I needed to kick myself into gear and what a better way than voicing it so that the enemy knows I mean business.